Childhood Crush Of Mine

12/28/05

Have you all thought that everything will be ok, u found a new crush, but suddenly the world goes twisted, you see your childhood crush all grown up?

Last December 25, 2005, I did. It all started when my family (dad's side) are having this joyous party. My mom wasn't there, it wasn't the Christmas I expected to be, but anyway, around the afternoon, my mom called us, she said, "Your dad said it's alright for you to spent your Christmas here in Las Pinas."
And so we agreed, we traveled on to Las Pinas. Little I don't know is...Christian. yes, that was his name....he's HERE in 'Pinas!!! I was lyk, "Geez! Why didn't u tell me, oka-san? I could've look better!!!" I told them. I was so pissed off. I really wanted to see him...my attention was now on how I look... I was so anticipated!!! Lyk it's been two years...literally, it has been, if we didn't see each other this year, it will be three years. Although when we got there, I thought it was too late...my uncle and his sons are going back now...and i was lyk, "it-was-a-waste-of-time."

Yeah, I did thought that, but my grandma forced me...and worst, accompanied me...I was regretting...I should've kept my mouth shut. I was so nervous when we were outside his big mansion...ok, maybe i'm exaggerating, but i can't deny it's huge. I really started to regret, I told them, "Maybe this isn't such a good idea, he may not even know me now at all! Let's go back!" I told my grandma, but my grandma called HIM.
Lucky me there's a van to hide. I went circles. He was looking for me but I hid, knowing I am shy right now, he just played with Ethan's (cousin) puppy.

I sighed in relief...(don't add it with a soap opera theme song!). Ahh! My grandma's forcing me again, she was pulling my arm so hard, that she broke my precious bracelet!!!! I was now not hiding, I was so angry! It was given by a classmate and now it's broken!!!

"Mama!!! Sinira mo bracelet ko! Bigay sa kin to ni ______!" I said. Christian was about to go inside, but then he turned around.
"Sino si _______?" he asked. then my grandma replied, "Ah! babaeng _____!" she said.

Correction, it was a boy, grandma, a BOY!!!


Then at the end... I finally saw him eye to eye...he was...Okay. The first word he said was "Hi."
and I was so shy I also said nothing but "Hi."
Argh! I hate myself, but then finally...I now know that...he still remembers me...and that's all it matters that somehow, I can't be forgotten.

Broken Sonnet by Hale

12/24/05

Broken Sonnet by Hale

Now I concede

On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy,
Of melancholy
And now i will
Admit in this fourth line
That i love you,
That i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight I’ll be right at your side.
The clock on the TV says 8:39 pm
It’s the same,It’s the same
And in this next line I’ll say it all over again
That I love you
That I love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i never let go
Never let go.
I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight ill be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
and I never let go
Never let go.
But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe Im just not the one for you.
I don't own the song...I just like it...isn't it dramatic?
The song tells us that the guy wou;d do anything
just to please the girl he loves, but still in the
end, he fails and gives up, cuz the girl doesn't love
him...I realy love sad and sappy songs!!!
It's a good pastiche!! I think the people better than
Shakespeare
is Hale's members!!! Yup, he did wrote the dramatic Romeo
and Juliet, the famous Hamlet, or McBeth, but whenever
Hale has a new song, it goes on top one!!!

Euphoria: Aqua Eructo

12/22/05


In my entire life, The only book that made me creative and inspired on literature, is the famous Harry Potter. This 7 series compilation made me not just open minded, but also fanatic. The compilation is about a young ordinary boy has received a parcel from a WIzarding school aka Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. In the book, you even start to learn something fictional, the spells like, "Accio!" the summoning spell or "Avada Kedavra!" the killing curse. See??? Not only that, some places like, "Hogsmeade", "Diagon Alley". Some neat stuff also fictional like "Firebolt" Harry's broomstick, "Bertie Bott's Every Flavored Beans", "Cockcroach Clusters" I'll pass.

But not also those fictional...you also get to learn new words, and this time, I meant REAL words:::: flibbertigibbet....uh...just look for them. But I guess the most important of all is you learn some values. Most people or friends of mine despises this because of it's corniness and the fact it's fiction. But I doubt these...

Spending your allowance for this compilation is not a regret, ditto you're buying the world famous book!!! But perhaps, if you think it's just a vignette...don't even bother reading it, all I can say that this book is inspirational and quotable!!!


The So-Called, Love Drama Fashion

12/21/05



Did any of you heard of a soap opera with a pastiche where your love dies just for you? Perhaps some of you do. It would've been very hurtful...But when you're already falling for someone, and in a switch she/he's gone...can you forget her/him easily? The person who changed you, who conversed your twisted dark heart to a shallow one? The person whenver you see him/her, your heart screams or sometimes the weight of your stare beomes heavy??? Would you easily forget and move on the one who makes you smile a whole day, the one who makes you in awe and never go sarcastic? Is it really easy to forget? But why in some people said it does...while you for about two years you've been hiding, regretting his/her death, sleeping alone in a bungalow? And when you tried to go move on, memories with him/her invades your mind, then having a deadly syndrome, you tell your friends, "There's no cure," meaning you're giving up???
Tell me, you're drifiting....drifting to the shallow waters until you sink.


But still, why do they say it is easy? The person who was always making your day pure morning sunshine, suddenly sank to the clouds....the wind replaces and gives yout he lonely storm of regret. But how could it be that easy to forget and move on the person you love deeply, the person who's always been there for you, even not physcally...I mean...when you had a deadly syndrome, would you let yourself to the heavens just to meet her again? Try and move on to forget, but when someone asks you, "What is important to you?" you ignore, his/her memories with you invades you again. Then asks you again. "Would you let me take the happiness from you?"

In your mind, the first one pops out, it was the person...Then for all the people you really love, the memories you have remembered, he/she's the only one you really love and care about....Isn't tjhat mean when the first one who goes in your head, the MOST important to you?

Beyond this road, running on far and long
must surely be something we can believe in
If, like a traveler in the wind
you went on,
aiming for the northern skies
The hot emotions that have begun to disappear
Glitter and wave once more
Within my heart
I don't want to cry,
you see so I don't give in to my weak self
Huge wings
Unseen only by eyes
Held by undecorated hearts
Spread your hands; while singing
Be embraced by eternal time
And connect with life
Beyond this road, running on far and long
must surely be something we can believe in

The Saddest Yule

12/16/05

Wala na, d na kami magkakabati pa...all I want is to be friends...pro parang wala cyang plano para tanggapin yung sorry ko...Bukas na yung X-mas party nmin, may regalo pa nman ako sa kanya...all i want is to b friends again...malapt na nga mag graduate kmi...Actually, ayoko munang ngang maggraduate eh...surely kasi mamimis ko clang lhat. pro we really have to conquer our fears and limits...anyway, Happy Holidays and have a Prosperous New Year!!!

Chel H.©

New Link

12/10/05

I've just made another blog, but for John Cena, I hope you enjoy your stay here at Naked: Revealed Truth, there had been lots of changes so I hope these changes are better!










Yours truly, Chel H. ©

Skirts vs.Jeans

12/9/05



Sometimes I get confused whenever I shop, my mom said to buy skirts while my dad goes with the jeans...they are both stylish...so why fight for it? But there are a lot of differences of it. When I went for the skirt...I thought the PRO is you don't need to worry about your legs going to sweat. Sometims pants just kills my legs, and they're too fit. BUt the con for skirts is that when you sit down, boys will peek. And thw worst is they'll tease you, if you have hairy skin, scabby ones, dark legs and fat. But I never have that problems...so let's continue...


the PRO about pants is whenever you're cold, they're useful, and you don't have to worry about boys peeking. but danger lies ahead they look for your figure...yeah, pretty green, but I prefer both.the only pants I want is the one like boys wear....(Tee hee!). Yup, cargo pants...




Chel H.&169;

Social Butterfly

12/8/05

Wouldn't it be nice if you're called the Center of Attention? I'm afraid not...once I was a little kid, I wasn't that popular...but hey I wanted to be famous! But as years passed by, here comes the sixth grade...
The past years was quite enjoyable though...no one misjudges you, no one bothers you...but in this statement, you feel that you are the topic of every conversation, you feel that you are the main character in the school, the lower and higher grades know you and whenever they caught a glance at you, they'll ask, "What's your name?" It is quite bothering though...you have your own circle, your personal KJ, your secretkeeper, your agent...but upon all those CONS, the PRO is that you can get a hang with the lower sections, they don;t misjudgeyou and the fact they like talking to you...and you make them feel like he/she is in your circle. I get to hang with every group they have, marunong ka dapat makisama, instead of talking with your own kind, why can't we try other kinds? i have many experiences and being one of them is like humor, and when you find thier status, you will be a part of a circle, you're not choosing friends.
Even in the lower sections, I wanted to be like them, cuz sometimes i envy them having so much FUN, while in our section all we do is lay our eyes in our books and holler. No one misjudges you and the best is no one can misinterpret you. For all the things you wish that they don't know you...Having a time to hang out with them changes, instead of losing your name, you gained friends. I think KSPs should stop being too A-KSP-forever...all I wanna say is it is fun to enjoy your life without being misjudged. Guys won't stop by and try to search for you, no one bothers you, but at the end, you must accept your statement and go with the PRO...friends are more important than our name in the class...I guess that's all.

Chel H.©

Flibbertigibbet

There's this friend of mine I trusted, though we liked the same guy...problem is...the guy likes me more...she can't handle the truth...She was so out of control that she told our secret to that guy. Not only my crush...also my best friend...she takes her for granted...when you turn your back she will whisper something and go on to chismicology she was too obssessed, evertime he goes near me...she goes wild and her eyes furrowing. Man I can't handle her...talk about a true friend, my bestfriend told me that how she hates her, wishing that my crush hates him...

but I pondered...I was the one being that bad friend...she already has this called, I-Take-You-For-Granted Syndrome!!! Sometimes my tongue slips away, she was getting in my nerves that sometimes I wish she could die...but then again...I am the bad friend. She's also a teenybopper...probably the uncoolest thing...she tries to fit in rach group's cubicle, unknowing she's unwelcomed...I can't have a proof that she is my friend...oddsbodikins.

But I guess...you have to accept her for who she is...but still she goes in my nerves!!!






Chel H.©

Hay naku…gusto k na talaga magbakasyon!!! Cno ba nmn pumasok sa skul!!! Nakakainis lng…pro malapit na rin ako maggraduate…mamimis k 2loy classmates k…khit yung iba…lgi akong inaasar…kht ganun cla…d k cla malilimutan…

pasko nnman!!! Anyway…I really lyk Avril Lavigne!! Her songs are so orig!!! Astig cya!!! It’s the reason why I called this blog Naked-her song. Ganda ka c!!!

Bleh

If only I would know why he's angry at me...I'm not doing anything wrong!!!!

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