D i v i n i t y ;

Just Want to be Alone

2007-06-13T10:40:00.000+09:00

Honestly, I have no idea whether I love my friends or not. Maybe because of the fact that they do not feel the same friendship for me still. I feel like they don't entrust me as much and with that I guess I just really want to be alone. And maybe, when I meant alone, I guess I don't pretty much need them. I'll enclose my world to them, and let's see, if they'll miss me as such, because truthfully they only worth a cent right now. Frankly the computer is the onyl one to keep me happy and forget them, my only sanctuary, yus. I just don't love them anymore and...maybe it would be better if I would keep myself distance from them. Haha, they wouldn't miss me. Damnit would be better.

Story for the Realist

2007-05-23T20:00:00.000+09:00

by Achii

Tell him that I like him,
Confess that I’ve been yearning him for years,
As shallow it may seem,
I cannot tell that now I still have my fears.

He smiles at me and calls my name,
I wonder if he even liked me that way,
Does he think of love all for game?
Does he think of love last for a day?

He walks up to me and says hello,
I flustered in pink and he suddenly frowned,
I didn’t know until he shook his head no,
I think he already knows, he read me without sound.

He then apologized to me,
Said we can’t be together,
He said I already love someone you see,
I didn’t get him til he said he has another.

However I didn’t care what he said,
I know as long as I wait,
I’ll even wait for us to get wed,
I’ll keep up my faith.

He then walked away,
I know this is no dream,
He then got nothing more to say,
Oh how wistful this just seem.

Fanfiction

2007-05-23T19:29:00.000+09:00

I'm going to put a one archive for my fanfictions/poems...if anyone's interested to read, that is.
The reason why I'm doing this is because I'm really bored. So bear with me and everyone will be happy.
Title: Monochrome
Status: In Progress
Category: Video Games: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing: Roxas/Namine/Sora
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: Namine returns back to her hometown, entering a private school that was initiated with guns and threats, she's caught up in the middle of the leaders of the Black[Riku] and White's[Roxas] war. Can she put peace as the Gray leader?

Title: Oh Tachikawa!
Status: In Progress
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: Chaotic is: Yamato likes Mimi. Mimi likes Yamato but thought he likes Sora, who likes Taichi, who used to like Mimi, now Sora! Read the bizarre love story of the four famous digidestineds and see if their hearts find a way before their eternal farewell!

Title: Something In Seven
Status: In Progress
Category: Video Games: Final Fantasy VII
Pairing: Cloud/Aerith
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Drama
Summary: From his youth, Cloud lived his life only to breathe. At the age of 14, he meets someone that changed his point of view in life. In 16, she left. Four years later, she comes back with an unexpected twist.

Title: Will You Ever Learn
Status: Complete
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance
Summary: KO. It's over. We're through, or just I don't love you anymore. Mimi frankly breaks up with Yamato...does it hurt?

Title: Destination XYZ
Status: Complete
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary:Just a day at the mall won’t hurt, and we find out how Yamato can be the sweetest guy in the world. Or maybe, the corniest one too.

Title: The Lonely Song
Status: Complete
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: A Valentine tribute for Mimi and Yamato, through the years they've been saving each other's backs, will these two ever realize apart from remaining the sibling love?

Title:Linked
Status: In Progress
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Taichi/Sora
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: In toy cars to barbie dolls, from your youth we've seen in our own eyes, now in our teenage years,i just wish somehow you could see right through me. And that's what I, Taichi Yagami feels.

Title: Gunning Down Romance
Status: In Progress
Category: Video Games: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing: Roxas/Namine
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: “It’s not easy to find a person to love someone like me,” he retorted coldly. She weakly smiled. “I’m sorry.” He’s a member of a crime elite, she’s his objective. He manipulated her to fell in love with him. Eventually, he fell back.

Move

2007-05-17T20:47:00.000+09:00

Divinity would soon be moved at my upcoming domain, seraphica.org! *Squees*

anyway, I've just came back from the publication and woah, Tatel ain't that bad at all. *takes back all the venting*, he's actually a good listener, and playful too, a big ego as well he has. And finally, Nica-san and I are having friendship bonding!!! ^^She's really nice and kawaii!!! Funny, when Allen wasn't in the room yet, the three of us were deadly quiet, although, we talk freely to each other. But when she and Tyne bursted out from the door, woah it was a hell war!!! We talked so much, Tatel's love life, my anime life, Nica-san's ex, hehe, Tyne's personalities, and more teasing from Allen!!!

Kiyomeru

2007-05-15T11:51:00.000+09:00

My cousins visited yesterday due to Mother's Day. Sadly I have to spend my time calming down my two cousins who would gladly love to kill each other. Daphne Rianne Tan, my lil cousin is slapping her older brother, Dane Aaron Tan!!! XD Talk about their sibling issues! AC and I were both pissed off, annoying lil rascals were ruining our day, asking for paper, going in and out of the room, very noisy, hands are very mischievous, and I can't believe that my 8 year old cousin is saying "bitch" XD
I still haven't got an SMS from Tatel, I was expecting a call for a meeting this week, but there's none and so as the other members. I still have no contact with Richelle ever since the 3rd of May, she hadn't SMS-ed me too! ='( I though we were best friends!!! DJ is forgetting me because I'm so far away, and so as Tyne and Piyoko!!! *sad* Jed and Lei aren't even texting to me anymore!!! They are so mean!!! T.T
Speaking about Tatel, he's really a snob, here's the SMS we had:

Achii: Wat article?
Tatel: election
Achii: okay...how many words?
Tatel: Depends on u.
Achii: okay. Do u play Final Fantasy?
Tatel: ...

Now aint that annoying!? T.T Harharhar, it's nice to know he didn't became SC president.
Recent days got dull and I don't want to go back to school. No. Way. So, I'm going to spend the rest of the vacation my butt stuck on the chair, my eyes on the monitor! Mwahaha....
Oh, and btw, Kevin is now half-bald!!! *laughs to death*

Devi Art

2007-05-15T00:05:00.000+09:00

@ Divinity XYZ:
brushes officially made by Achii

X:Grunge: Hit Down The Rocks.
Y:Swirls: Deity Magick
Z:100x100 Brushes: Superstitious

Crap!

2007-05-11T14:12:00.000+09:00

Listening to: Hurricane by Something Corporate

I'v realized I'm the only one who hates school. Not that I have poor grades about it. And now the school wants me to write the Headline News for the newspaper!!! Tatel hates me. First impression was bad enough, "I thought we're having a meeting..." which offended him. I didn't really meant to offend him, and honestly he's such a snob.
"anything, it's ur choice." and he's not even replying on non-article related SMS like "do you play FFVII?" I'm having troubles with him and it's not like I'm one of his screaming fan girls who drools over his feet. If he reckons I'm one of those women I'll take my impressions back and my vote. T.T Not being biased for myself but he's really screwed, if he's one of the guys who thinks they're so high and mighty, I swear, he stinks and needs professional help, is being nice and friendly at post-Mr. Intrams a bad thing?! Just because flity women would be like that, I am not one of them and I don't even take interests on students two years older than me. I'm happy Nica-chan's better to get along with.

Achii is Back.

2007-05-05T03:07:00.000+09:00

Hello and you've just stopped by to the newly improved, Divinity!!! As I looked back at my old posts I thought they were childish, but I decided to keep them, right after I have more posts to come. Though, this time, I would be putting out much more about myself. Well, I got news.
I lived my life playing the PS One ever since I was 5. I lived within my eyes watching anime---most known-s YuYu Hakusho, Dragon Ball and Flame of Recca. I grew up playing boyish games and guess what, I still have my beyblade and crush gear!
In my adolescent stage, I've feared. Feared and felt so insecure that maybe I was the only one in my school who ever loved and put her own tears in for Final Fantasy 7. Maybe I was alone in my school who even adored and got so enthusiastic in Tekken at the arcade. I cannot benefit myself to my friends either, since I am so different than the other girls who always talk about boys and gossip, but my main topic in a favored talk are LTs or Love Triangles in fictional and reverie. "I reckon Cloud should blah blah blah..." "Yamato went to Mars to be so far away from Sora blah blah blah..." Yes, I am one of the stereotypes to always put the recent topic away and revert it into another.
But what made my friends so in rage and pure wicked Crimson Jazz shock is I play DoTA. Well, I used to though I still want to. Why? Because...friends, peers and even teachers hate DoTA. Exception of the guys of course. Though, I want to thank you Juanito and Kenji for teaching me this. I don't have any idea nor a sense to put on why people are so putting their grudge into it. What's wrong with them? It's a matter of doing of a person and they can't change that. We love that, and you can't change that. "Wasting money..." "Such lesbian..."
I've asked people from forums about their thoughts about it. And want to know what they replied? They told me that, it was my personal choice and no one should interfere other than you. Lots of women also play DoTA, and if they call you such an addict about it, you would've been sent in a ward ages ago. (wipes tears in my eyes) Not even my best friends can defend what in what I am doing...
And PLEASE...playing the PS2/PS3/RPGs, please mark my words. "It's not an addiction, it's a hobby." What is this? Sexism? It's really annoying when someone will judge you playing DoTA because you're a girl!

Damn

2006-12-16T21:18:00.000+09:00

Hm...would you believe me I got an 86 in my report card and I'm hell crying for it. It really bothered me, why, I tried so hard and studied my best but got this kind of grade. Not sounding anything pompous, but people have high expectations on me that peer pressure had always come first. But I do not blame the one who's on top, I felt like I just didn't give my best shot. I've really went down on the rocks, and the only subject I've raised was English. I suck at Home Economics and so as PE. I'm not really much a sporty type so that's why I always get sick (tho I play soccer). Was trying too hard the cause of my sudden failure? My extra currricular grades lessen withn 3 points. I don't know, if in some cases, I'm really brainy or what, but never did my mind cross the thought I should minimize my computer hobby. Heh, it's my life.

That Ego

2006-12-16T21:15:00.000+09:00

It has been centuries since I haven't touched this open book of mine. But anyway, my life has never gotten better, but more on worse to expect. I will be hitching out that brand new PS3 this Feb in 2007--but what I want more is to get my computer out of the dumps.
My love life still sucks. I don't really love anyone (sense that thing duh), but I have an ultimate crush. I don't really have the idea if he likes me or not. He's kind to me and actually acting so hinky around me. Though-I know there's someone out there in his side that he likes as much as I do. How much should I forfeit to make it alright?! However, I'm not even planning to answer him (if he does court me) because I reckon there are a lot of hot guys that have that perfect and ideal touche' I've been looking for.
My game-so-on life. What's funny here is I let the world reckon I'm so in to the anime. Well, yes I do, but there are more things I love than that. As for Final Fantasy, I am still addicted to it. It's like a drug that you always want the controller in your hands. I call it 'finger exercise'. I still support Cloud x Aerith so as Yamato and Mimi---even though it is fanon.. ='( I bury myself into debates in LTD, stuck my mind into creating another piece of fan fiction, drawing and perfecting fan arts...without these, I don't think I can live. (Note to self: nag mom for the prompt renovation of my computer) I am also playing KH: Chain of Memories by the way. Namine is hawt.
Other thoughts my mind has been jotting out is, I need to buy Jesus Christ, my parents and my other love ones some presents. Yeah, I am thoughtful. I am also planning to do another fanart about Christmas. Am I the only one here who knows what the hell I have been blabbing for 100+ words?! I'm planning to have my own domain name. I think it would be; eternalpanic.net or just-inlife.net. Wow, I actually typed 375 words!
Anyway, Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays.
Yours truly, Che.

biased

2006-11-23T18:16:00.000+09:00

ha...is it really wrong to be biased in protecting one thing?! WTF are these people hollering about so being close minded?! I can be open minded if I am so in the mood, these people are just as biased and rabid. GTH CxT!!!
Anyway, my computer is still being revamped and hopefully it will be out of its coma asap. I missed a lot of things, doing in my computer. Coloring fanart, doing signatures, avies, webbies, wizard, fanfiction, download...and online journal!!!! ='( I'm like threading to hell!!!! kami-sama. onegai.

Tomorrow

2006-11-15T17:39:00.000+09:00

Wah, so much has been happening to me!!! My computer is still in coma but will be fixed this Saturday!!!! ^^ I am also happy that my crush somehow... :P you know what I mean guys. I am planning to put up my own site by Philhosting.Net, and I am in progress, however, it might take some time due to my hectic life. I am trying my best to put myself online asap.
So much has been happening. I have been regaining myself to put up the best of me in school, just to be at that top 10. Hopefully....my fingers are crossed!!!
So many challenges I have encountered, I think my friendship with her might break. I also feel that I am left out at everything. Yeah, she's new and all, but I feel so insecure that somehow, my classmates feel more than me, especially him!!!! WAAHHH can't take it anymore.
Hopefully my computer would get fixed soon..

This online journal may be moved.

Whys

2006-07-22T11:52:00.000+09:00

call me avid but I really want to buy Cloud and Aerith's figures!!! I only saw Cloud's...but Aerith's...none. though in the pink forums, Inuyatta got one!!! SO lucky!!! Aerith's figure maybe rare and expensive.

Icons

2006-07-16T09:56:00.000+09:00

Pink

2006-07-15T10:39:00.000+09:00

well, nothing much...i changed the layout from blue to pink! ^^ that's probably it...i guess...

Sundaye Craze

2006-06-04T20:14:00.000+09:00

Ah...me and my cousins rofl!!! Lol my brother and Aaron are hilarious. they kept imitating the Seed Of Chuckie, the scene of the star getting her babies...HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Idk but it seems that it made me and AC kill ourselves, we kept laughing until my stomach ached...really, it ached...was it because of the Sundae?!?!?! NOOOO!!!! I love that sundae! Strawberry delight!!! Yummers...that's all....cheeros.

MxM...another CxA? -_-;

2006-06-03T11:44:00.000+09:00

Has anyone remembered Digimon? I meant the first series? Tai...Sora...Mimi...Yamato...Izzy...Joe...TK..and Kari?Maybe some of u don't. But anyway...I just want to give this post, a dedication: TO Yamato and Mimi.Let me tell you a little history about this. It all started on a Summer Camp...seven kids were sucked into another world. Namely, they all got digimons, digital monsters.
Well, I'll just give you this memorable quote."Isn't she cute?" TK asks Yamato as he points to Mimi. He averted his head away and said, "Whatever."----a typical answer for eleven year olds. They're shy.
It was been very shocking. In season one, they were hinting, Taiora-one of the most popular choice, Mimato-has been said the cutest coupling, and Takari-the so-called young love.

For Taiora-Tai and Sora had been best buds ever, in the season, they somehow show some feelings towards each other, and u will also notice they're always side-by-side. But anyway, as the story goes on...Sora liked Yamato, leaving Tai. I really like this couple, I regret Sora gave the cookies. Tai became hopeless.

Mimato- ahh. my favorite. Mimi and Yamato. TK's close to Mimi and Yamato, Joe's close to Mimi and Yamato the only problem is they don't interact as the way Tai and Sora act. This is also one of the most popular choice. but Mimi flew to America, leaving Yamato. maybe he lost hope. an anyway, Mimi has a boyfriend in the US, Michael, and at the end Mimi with Michael while Yamato with Sora. It wasn't Yama who asked Sora out, it was Sora who made the first move.

Takari-the obvious one. their digimons are both angels, their crests are compatible. but unfortunately, they still didn't end up at the end, so, it wasn’t a great happy ending.
The ending for the fans was not the happy-ending they wanted, but still, Michi, Sorato and Daikari was despised mostly by fans.

~On the episode, "The Birth of Greymon", TK asks Matt if he thinks Mimi is cute and Matt, obviously (being a typical 11 year old), says no and kind of acts embarassed over the question.

~On the episode, "Almost Home Free", Mimi and Matt were sitting next to eachother and they were touching knees. Also, at the end, they started staring at eachother after Ikkakumon battled with Gesomon.

~On episode 43 (I can't remember the name), Tai starts yelling at Mimi while all the other digimon and digidestined stand around shocked. Matt then steps up and starts arguing with Tai.
~On episode 45, Matt leaves the group and then Mimi suddenly wants to leave (many Mimato fans refer to this as Mimi's 'if Matt's gone, I'm gone' attitude. She actually did this twice during the first season).

~On the episode, "The Earthquake of Metalgreymon", Sora was captured and the digidestined had to save her. Matt then trusts Mimi to protect his younger brother (and everyone knows how overprotective Matt is).

~In one episode, when Matt was battling Etemon, Mimi and TK are worried about him and rush to help him.

~On the episode, "Togemon In Toy Town", the digidestined were walking through the sewers and Mimi said, "Walking through the sewers isn't so bad if you have a secret admirer with you" and she stared directly at Matt.

~On one of the episodes, Mimi screamed because she was afraid of the monsters and Matt steps up and says, "Those monsters don't scare me." Is he trying to act tough for Mimi?

~I don't know what episode this is from but apparently, in the Japanese version, there's a small scene where Mimi and Matt are holding hands.

~During 01, most of the time when Matt starts getting into a fight, Mimi usually starts crying. Is it because she's worried about the blond-haired cutie?

~* 02 Hints and Evidence *~
~On episode 7, Matt was talking to Tai and suddenly shouts out, "Oh, I forgot! I left Mimi on the phone! Her phone bill!" although this hint could only be seen on the American version (in Japan, he said he left the oven on but that probably seemed too weird so the line was changed).Sorry for the lack of evidence in 02 but there was practically nothing since Sora ended up with Yamato (I've said it before and I'll say it again, Poor Taichi!).

Both Views from CxA and CxT

2006-06-02T23:35:00.000+09:00

Okay...I was thinking if I rant about Cloud and Tifa, and Cloud and Aerith. Well...here it goes. I was googling over Tifa/Cloud/Aerith...actually, I was chekin out Asperity, yeah, its a great Cloud Shrine although it was made by a Cloti that made me sad...then I googled all over again until I find that Cloud Shrine who supports Clerith...well most of it didn't care about love that much, but Tetsuya Nomura did say that the answer to Cloud and Aerith's relationship is at the near ending of Kingdom Hearts. Well, it answers a lot, although it wasn't connected to FFVII, so I still haven't got a clue about it yet. It's been very interesting, knowing what people think about the Love Triangle...there are always PROS and CONS for the couplings, but I guess that's what people think, some even hurt my feelings, but I guess it's what they opted. Here for example from...uh...some site i guess, but anyway, here's his/her opinions:

The Aerith-Cloud-Tifa triangle is cause for some of the internet's stupidest and most immature flame wars. Please note that when I generalize about Tifa or Aerith fans, I'm talking about the radical fringe (Lord, it sounds stupid using these terms in reference to games... "The anti-Rinoa intifada...") not the majority of fans. I'm well aware that there are people who like both Tifa and Aerith, or who merely prefer one without disliking the other. I'm not sure why these people don't make webpages, but I suppose they have better things to do.
That said, I think Tifa's fanatics are more to blame, if only because their habit of calling Aerith a slut bugs me. First and foremost, QUIT. In this day and age, shouldn't we be well past impugning a woman's character based on her sexual behavior? I will only consider "slut" a valid insult when a parallel term for men ends up in widespread use. Second of all, even if you believe that promiscuity makes a woman a bad person (as opposed to making her a "playa," I guess,) there's no evidence that Aerith is promiscuous. Anti-Aerith pages tend to criticize her for "throwing herself" at Cloud, but again I must erupt in feminist outrage. Since when is it wrong for a woman to take the lead in a relationship? Apparently my calendar is wrong, and it is actually 1952. Even if you assume that Cloud isn't interested in her at ALL, which depends on how you play the game, would you say that a guy "throws himself" at a woman when he tries to hit on her and gets shot down? Probably not, because it's assumed that men should take the lead. If they get rejected, it sucks to be them, but they aren't automatically assumed to be pathetic like a girl who "throws herself" at a guy.
Ahem. Sorry. I've yet to find an anti-Aerith site that DOESN'T engage in at least one of these charming samples of the sexual double standard - er, I mean "reasons for hating her." Someone PLEASE buy these kids an Intro to Women's Studies course, please? Pretty please? The world and the internet will be better. I'll chip in.
By the same token, I won't criticize Tifa on slut grounds. She has every right to dress however she wants, even if it is designed far more for attention-seeking than for fighting. And I'm also going to say that Cloud ends up with her. Mainly because it's realistic. He had a crush on her when he was younger, and although she was a little beeyotch to him and didn't deserve his affections at the time, that doesn't change that he liked her and now he remembers that her did. Working together in the second half of the game could only make them grow closer, and whether or not he feels ready to launch into a relationship as soon as things settle down, the odds are good that eventually he'll want to. Who's he going to choose, some random bikini-girl from Costa del Sol, or his childhood crushbunny with whom he's shared several traumatic experiences and who is now decidedly interested in him? And besides, I think Tifa has earned her happy ending. She's matured from a shallow little Quinn Morgendorffer clone to a mature and devoted woman, and while I may wish for her to be more independent and assertive, her happiness apparently lies with Cloud, not in owning her own business or hitting stuff really hard. But I think you miss a significant aspect of Tifa's character development if you insist that Cloud never cared about Aerith. Tifa has to watch him from a distance, feeling that she doesn't matter to him, just as *he* did back when they were both adolescents in Nibelheim. The tables have been turned, and it's only AFTER she's suffered the same crush-related angst he did that they can find a chance at happiness together. As someone who spent years on the wrong end of popularity and interpreted Tifa as the town's head cheerleader, I think that this is only right and fair... let her see how it feels, and she'll come out of it a better person. And I would say that she did, in the end.
So, to conclude... Aerith is not a bad person even if she sleeps with everyone she meets, which she doesn't. Tifa's not a bad person either, even though I don't like her clothes. Cloud is, as I see it, falling in love with Aerith through the first disc. It's perhaps not the world's closest relationship, but that's why they call it falling in love - it's a process, and they're still in the early stages of it, still getting to know each other, when the relationship is cut short by Aerith's death. After Cloud's pre-existing mental problems are resolved, he grows closer to Tifa and finds that his feelings for her are reawakening, probably as a result of recovering and clarifying his memories. I DON'T think that he's fully over Aerith's death, or fully ready to commit to Tifa, at the end of the game. He saw his first real love killed right in front of him by the man who's also responsible for his mother's death and the destruction of his hometown, and with the exception of a severe mental breakdown he spent all the time after that focusing on killing Sephiroth/saving the planet. He's never really had time to mourn. I'm sure that, in the end, he *will* turn to Tifa... whether this is a blessed-but-overdue event or entirely nauseating depends on your point of view. But I also think we should bloody well give him time.
Cloud x Aerith - Pros
She actually flirts with him - I mean, SOMEONE has to make the first move
Even though I knew her death was coming, Cloud's words right after it got to me - obviously *he* loved *her*
She's willing to give him grief when he deserves it - go Aerith go!
Understanding and accepting of him, even though she knows he has serious problems
Cloud x Aerith - Cons
She's dead
She didn't ACTUALLY get to meet the real Cloud - maybe they wouldn't have gotten along after all
He is distressingly blank when it comes to relationships - eventually she'd get sick of having to make the first move. Of course, she died before that could happen...
If they had a kid, the child would be genetically programmed to have really horrible bangs.
Conclusion: It could have worked out really well if she'd lived. I wish she had.
Cloud x Tifa - Pros
They have a history together
She was willing to stand by him despite his creepy, possibly-false memories AND his love for someone else
She's been inside his soul, literally - I mean, that's a pretty hefty degree of closeness
Now that he remembers he liked her, he will probably start acting more like he does
Cloud x Tifa - Cons
Shared memories aren't of close friendship or anything really approaching it
Neglected to give him her insights regarding his spooky flashbacks; also neglected to suggest to him that he might be a danger to himself and others
He still loves Aerith as of the end of the game
Their mutual shyness regarding emotions is likely to be a problem, too

Conclusion: Give Cloud some time to grieve (I bet Tifa would wait for him) and it should work out just fine. Unless, of course, you despise Tifa.

Well, I guess she clearly states that Cloud can't be together with a dead person, physically, but in spirit, Aerith will always be there and also states that Tifa's a nagger, but you can always learn how to love people...but for me, my opinion, when Tetsuya Nomura, the director and Kitase a producer said:

In the May 2003 issue of the United Kingdom video game magazine known as EDGE (quite possibly the most professional, best organized, and all around greatest video game magazine around), there is a six-page "Making of..." feature on Final Fantasy VII (there's a six-page "Making of..." feature in the back of every issue they release), in which Yoshinori Kitase (Co-Scenario Writer and Director of Final Fantasy VII) and Tetsuya Nomura (Character Designer of Final Fantasy VII) are interviewed.During the course of the interview, Nomura speaks about what he intended in coming up with Aerith's death, and Kitase speaks on the fans' responses to her death.

Here follows that part of the interview, along with picture proof that this issue of the magazine exists, and that the interview and dialogue I speak of is present within the issue.Nomura, concerning Aerith's death:

Back at the time we were designing the game, I was frustrated with the perennial cliche where the protagonist loves someone very much and so has to sacrifice himself and die in a dramatic fashion to express that love. We found this was the case in both games and movies, both easter and western. But I wanted to say something different, something realistic. I mean, is it right to set such an example to people?
Kitase follows that up with this:
Quote:: In the real world, things are very different. You just need to look around you. Nobody wants to die that way. People die of disease and accident. Death comes suddenly and there is no notion of good or bad attached to it. It leaves, not a dramatic feeling, but a feeling of emptiness. When you lose someone you loved very much you feel this big empty space and think 'If I had known this was coming I would have done things differently.' These are the feelings I wanted to arouse in the players with Aerith's death relatively early in the game. Feelings of reality and not Hollywood."
LOVE?! So Cloud loves Aerith!!!
Kitase, concerning the fans' responses to Aerith's death:
Quote:: The world was expecting us to bring her back to life, as this is the classic convention. But we did not. We had decided this from the beginning. There was a lot of reaction from Japanese users. Some of them were very sad about it, while others were angry. We even received a lengthy petition addressed to our scenario writer asking for Aerith's revival. But there are many meanings in Aerith's death and that could never happen.

Well, this is such a good news to me!!!! All thanks to This topic of Aerith and Cloud!!!!

Icon Set:

2006-06-02T22:55:00.000+09:00

Well, here i am again. i'm just going to put on some of the avatars/icons i made...no copying please, this is created by ME.

Tell me what you think, guys. Also, here are some of my few forum signatures:

*slams album* well, that's for today now!!! hope you all liked them. No stealing! that's why i disabled the right clicking lol.

New-ish

2006-06-01T18:48:00.000+09:00

ha....new layout again. -_-; sorry, but this time i used CSS. anyway, anyone like it? Please link in me! i'll add you up! Anyway, i've been LT Debating again, sheesh, this Clotis really love it do they? In the forums of CxA, there's a thread of the Reunion Files, and the first pages of it are all about Cloud and Tifa...doesn't really bother me, I mean, in Dirge of Cerberus, it's Vincent and Yuffie, but they're not canon...
Well, there was one thing that made me squee!

Quote: "Tifa is just like any other woman who's been left by a man." Nojima
Ouch much?
So, it means Cloud left Tifa, Yay!!!

Also...

Quote: "I thought she was cuter than ever the moment I saw her in the final cut." Nomura.

Oh squee!!! He said she's cute!!! ^_^

And...

Quote: "For Cloud, no one other than Aerith can solve that problem for him." Nojima.

See? Proof CXA is canon!!! And there was this quote that Tifa has her maternal side on Cloud, who is a 'big kid'...woah, so much for romantic to motherly...they state Tifa is like a mother to Cloud...XD yeah, but that's what I saw. I'll post the scans once i'm not lazy again...-_-; enjoy and more CxA canon evidence to come!!!

Back From Oblivion

2006-05-19T01:49:00.000+09:00

Hey guys its me again!!! Wooh...it had been a month or so! Anyway, like the layout? of course not, if you're a pro Cloti..yknow what i mean lol!!! Anyway things that had been going in my life had been harsh, school again! gawd! Lol I have huge updates, i'm currently building some projects:

1. Suki Desu (my website)
2. Aishiteru Yo (a CloudxAerith shrine)
3. Memoir Rock (My brother's website)
4. Wo Ai Ni (a MimixYamato shrine)

Personally, i'm still planning on the fourth one. Anyone missed me? Bleck, i'm sure no one did.
Oh, and here are my current fandoms:

1. CloudxAerith-I am a die-hard fan!!!
2. Roxas- *puppy eyes* whatta bishie! me love him than Sora!!!

...and that's it. before i return to oblivion again, the layout is made by me, some brushes are from deviantart or so...i'll remind myself to put those links up!

GO CLOUD X AERITH!!! LOVE U ROXAS!

-signing out, L-chan.

Kingdom Hearts II

2006-04-21T00:24:00.000+09:00

Hmmm...it's been a long time since i ever updated this blog of mine...but anyway, i have a very bishie news!!!

Haha, expect another heartthrob, and guess what? It's from Kingdom Hearts...don't even interfere, he's so cute!!!
Name, Roxas. (Ruck-sas)
don't worry i'll post a picture of him, but first of all, read this!

Roxas will be the first person you'll play in the first three hours of Kingdom Hearts 2. (spoilers ahead for those who havent finished it yet!)
The first 3 hours are considered as the skirmish, yah know, tutorials, though he has connections with Sora.

What made me like him than SORA is, he's tragic. Yup, a lot of people looks up to him, and a lot of people likes him in Twilight Town, his hometown.
But since he's Sora's Nobody, a part of Sora has been transferred to him and that's why he can feel, Nobodies can't feel, really. But Roxas is a Nobody who seeks Sora, he wants to meet him, and he's a VERY IMPORTANT character, and on the good side.
He meets with Namine', Kairi's (Sora's love) Nobody, she controls Sora's memories, that also affects Roxas. Though, both of them believe they will not disappear, since all Nobodies do, and yet, they did not disappear, near the end, you'll find them inside Sora and Kairi's hearts.

What really made me sad for Roxas is when Sora was complete, Roxas cannot be seen by his pals, nor the people, and he's been erased not just from memories, but also photos.
Then...before he reunites within Sora's body...

"Sora...you're lucky. Looks like my summer vacation...is over."

and with that, he enters Sora's body, and you'll now play as Sora.

He had been one of the favorite characters of many, in KHInsider, he tops the poll: Roxas or Sora?
and many other polls i've visited, he's number one, second Sora.

But dont worry folks!!! He appeared at the end along w/ Namine'! I just hope they'll appear in KH3, i have to wait for another four years...Also, Jesse McCartney voices Roxas.

So, here's the picture of him I promised, the girl is Namine, ok?

Kingdom Hearts and Fainaru Fantaji

2006-03-22T20:39:00.000+09:00

Haha!! It's very weird...i haven't updated like a year...exag me! nway, i got addicted to a video game, it's by Squaresoft....it's KINGDOM HEARTS! Yup, my bro hung up with me, and lol i even fell in love with two 2d characters!!!
But i won't deny they're so kawaii!!! Yeah, ive been in love for Yama and Mimi and now im totally in for Cloud and Aerith!!! i watched the movie, Advent Children...and i was in tears...huhu...That's all I need to ramble.

Ferris Wheel Turnover

2006-02-12T08:56:00.000+09:00

Feb. 8, 9, 10 were our Foundation Day. We have no classes!!! Yeah!!! And there are booths and rides. I was almsot caught in the "Marriage Booth"...so I could marry a dorky classmate, Ulk! Then the Dedication Booth, you can dedicate songs, also you can bring your own cds.
The second best is the caterpillar, my first ride i thought it was dangerous, but i got the hang of it, i can even ride alone!!!

The finale was the ferris wheel. my first thought came out that it's also dangerous...

my first ride was with Cynel, Dwight and Francis. At start, I wasn't nervous...but then Dwight gone mad shaking the bars, and it made us swing back and forth.
When the ride started to go fast, I couldn't help but to scream!!!
When the ride really got faster, I wanted to gag...I was hugging Cynel, holding Francis and shaking Dwight...I was really sick.

But hell it was FUN!!!

So....hours later, we decided to ride on it again,now with Cynel, Dwight and Emmannuel.
And what happened???

I did the same again. Dwight was shaking the bars again, and it made me curse him!!! I screamed, I almost cried (the boys were teasing me about it!),Again, I keep on holding them, that it made Emmannuel gag, Dwight laugh SO HARD at me, and Cynel...cursing.

We were freaks!!!
the last day of our field trip became very boring...why? cuz we spent all our mkoney and we're all broke. But of course, we went to the ferris wheel again, Cynel, Dwight and Juanito. and the same happened, and lastly i gagged. it made me feel sick.

Then the boys, Dwight, Kenji and Cedric came over and asked us, "gusto nyo ba sumakay sa ferris wheel?" Cynel was so stupid!!! She actually joined in even if she's so drunklike!!! I of course rejected.

Then...when we got nothing to do...we sold pizzas.
The funny part of it was when Dwight joined Hanna to the ferris wheel, why? Hanna's going to give free tickets. Cynel on the other hand got S....and all I can do was to laugh....it was really memorable and first time, in all of my life, i gagged cuz of a ride!!!!

Ocean Apart

2006-02-07T20:58:00.000+09:00

Lol a poem made by me, this poem’s included in our exhibit at our school! Kawaii me!

Ocean Apart

I’ve been thinking a lot lately...
Why didn’t I hold you bacK...and these were my
Thoughts I have been thinking...

I’m standing here...
Stand beside me,
I need you.

I’m not moving here...
Go on and reach me,
Because I know you need me too.

I’m waiting here...
Don’t go away,
This is the time for me to mourn.

I’m sobbing here...
Unready to say goodbye,
My heart has been torn.

I’m still standing here...
Already being sucked in oblivion,
I can only dream the thought of you and me...
And this moment I’m all alone,
If only you’re hereto see.

And now I feel tears streaming,
It says enough I want my life to end to the start.
I want you to keep on hoping,
That we can see each other again, even if we’re an ocean apart.

Where You Are Is Where I Wanna Be

2006-02-07T18:01:00.000+09:00

I'm saying I'm sorry for leaving you
But I wanted to start my life brand new
I was going through changes and could not see
That with you is where I wanna be
Nothing compares to you
And I hurt from the pain that I put you through
Baby, I need you desperately
Cuz I gotta be
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Where you are, uh huh, oh
Being apart got the best of me
And I know that in life there's no guarantees
Please say that you still got love for me
Cuz I'm missing home
I'm never gonna leave And I say it because you're all I need
For better or worse, to the end of time I gotta be
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Where you are, and where you are
Where you are, oh
I am sorry for all the things I put ya through
Baby, you are my world
I can't live my life without you
Can I come back home where I belong
Cuz I'm so alone
Baby girl, I'm on my knees, beggin' please
Cuz with you is where I wanna be
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Where you are
I just wanna be where you are baby

this song's so cool!!! Try to listen it!!! "I just wanna be where you are..." it also tells that...wherever you go, i 'll always follow one and only you!!!! Really kawaii!!!

Euphoria: Back Seats

2006-01-19T15:17:00.000+09:00

Ah...we just had our field trip yesterday, and it was a blast!!!!
Here are the venues we went::

Divine Mercy Shrine
Duty Free
Subic

...I know it was kinda few, but hey, we did lots and lots and had many stopovers!!!
Anyway, as I was saying the tryip was fun, we got to see these rubbery dolphins, seals, namely Brandy, Thalia, Simba...etc...

For me, my favorite part of the trip is when we're at the bus, I got to sleep, listen w/ my mp3 player, eat lotza food and njoy d view. we're at the backseat, that's why i got lostza fun!!
In OA, we got free stabs!!!! like this one.

But the best venue we went on was at Duty Free...I mean, when I saw these kisses, I was, "oh wow!!!"

And the best is...I regained my friends; including Faith and Dwight.

Exaggerate too much...is really healthy.

2006-01-16T17:47:00.000+09:00

I recently love field trips!!! And ours is coming this 18th of January!!! It's really nice of it!!! My busmate, Cynel's been annoying our teacher, and i love it!!! Sometimes I find myself really annoying. Anyway, i started a new hobby!!! And it's called, making banners!!! I downloaded some fancy and script fonts, and they're very useful!!! Check this one, out, i made it with Adobe Photoshop, it might empty your wallets though. As I was saying, I even made a website at geocities for my two favorite couple, YM and CA!!! Hehe...check this link out. May I ask, anyone of you knows how to make a gif file animated??? Thanks lol.

Forgotten: Best Friend

2006-01-13T15:33:00.000+09:00

Forgotten: Best Friend

Heh, it had been a long time now. Today’s Friday the Thirteenth here in the Philippines. I never believe in curses or anything fictional like that, but there is a clue.

Faith. She used to be my friend. She used to be my best friend, USED TO. But now, she’s my nothing. Yes, nothing. She’s neither my friend nor my enemy. As I said, she’s nothing. I was regretting…she did consider ourselves best friends, we even have our code that nobody knows, but I guess she’ll tell. I wrote a note to her saying that we should stay off, never talk again. I wanted to because I know we’ll end up hurting each other’s feelings. I really treated her as my best friend, but the way I see it, she only treats me as her guidance counselor. The thing is, I never wanted to break our friendship off, but it seems to be the right way. I gave my best to be her best friend, but something tells me, I’m not worth her best friend and there’s something missing from me.I was really hurt doing that, but it feels the best. She had been the greatest person, who also made me do the note. Then she replied, it's okay to her. That was really harsh for me. So it means...She wasn't really treating me as her best friend. And I cried that time, which attracted the peace officers. They were forcing me to say it, but it hurts too much. I tried my best to fulfill the states of a friend, but it seems it's too weak. I should've realized it earlier.

At the Beginning

2006-01-05T20:42:00.000+09:00

At The Beginning (Soundtrack in Anastasia)

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

In the end I want to be standing At the beginning with you...

Childhood Crush Of Mine

2005-12-28T20:45:00.000+09:00

Have you all thought that everything will be ok, u found a new crush, but suddenly the world goes twisted, you see your childhood crush all grown up?

Last December 25, 2005, I did. It all started when my family (dad's side) are having this joyous party. My mom wasn't there, it wasn't the Christmas I expected to be, but anyway, around the afternoon, my mom called us, she said, "Your dad said it's alright for you to spent your Christmas here in Las Pinas."
And so we agreed, we traveled on to Las Pinas. Little I don't know is...Christian. yes, that was his name....he's HERE in 'Pinas!!! I was lyk, "Geez! Why didn't u tell me, oka-san? I could've look better!!!" I told them. I was so pissed off. I really wanted to see him...my attention was now on how I look... I was so anticipated!!! Lyk it's been two years...literally, it has been, if we didn't see each other this year, it will be three years. Although when we got there, I thought it was too late...my uncle and his sons are going back now...and i was lyk, "it-was-a-waste-of-time."

Yeah, I did thought that, but my grandma forced me...and worst, accompanied me...I was regretting...I should've kept my mouth shut. I was so nervous when we were outside his big mansion...ok, maybe i'm exaggerating, but i can't deny it's huge. I really started to regret, I told them, "Maybe this isn't such a good idea, he may not even know me now at all! Let's go back!" I told my grandma, but my grandma called HIM.
Lucky me there's a van to hide. I went circles. He was looking for me but I hid, knowing I am shy right now, he just played with Ethan's (cousin) puppy.

I sighed in relief...(don't add it with a soap opera theme song!). Ahh! My grandma's forcing me again, she was pulling my arm so hard, that she broke my precious bracelet!!!! I was now not hiding, I was so angry! It was given by a classmate and now it's broken!!!

"Mama!!! Sinira mo bracelet ko! Bigay sa kin to ni ______!" I said. Christian was about to go inside, but then he turned around.
"Sino si _______?" he asked. then my grandma replied, "Ah! babaeng _____!" she said.

Correction, it was a boy, grandma, a BOY!!!

Then at the end... I finally saw him eye to eye...he was...Okay. The first word he said was "Hi."
and I was so shy I also said nothing but "Hi."
Argh! I hate myself, but then finally...I now know that...he still remembers me...and that's all it matters that somehow, I can't be forgotten.

Broken Sonnet by Hale

2005-12-24T09:13:00.000+09:00

Broken Sonnet by Hale

Now I concede

On the night of this fifteenth song

Of melancholy,

Of melancholy

And now i will

Admit in this fourth line

That i love you,

That i love you.

I don’t care what they say

I don’t care what they do

‘cause tonight I’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight I’ll be right at your side.

The clock on the TV says 8:39 pm

It’s the same,It’s the same

And in this next line I’ll say it all over again

That I love you

That I love you.

I don’t care what they say

I don’t care what they do

‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me

And i never let go

Never let go.

I’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight ill be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me

and I never let go

Never let go.

But still I see the tears from your eyes

Maybe Im just not the one for you.

I don't own the song...I just like it...isn't it dramatic?

The song tells us that the guy wou;d do anything

just to please the girl he loves, but still in the

end, he fails and gives up, cuz the girl doesn't love

him...I realy love sad and sappy songs!!!
It's a good pastiche!! I think the people better than Shakespeare

is Hale's members!!! Yup, he did wrote the dramatic Romeo

and Juliet, the famous Hamlet, or McBeth, but whenever

Hale has a new song, it goes on top one!!!

Euphoria: Aqua Eructo

2005-12-22T10:23:00.000+09:00

In my entire life, The only book that made me creative and inspired on literature, is the famous Harry Potter. This 7 series compilation made me not just open minded, but also fanatic. The compilation is about a young ordinary boy has received a parcel from a WIzarding school aka Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. In the book, you even start to learn something fictional, the spells like, "Accio!" the summoning spell or "Avada Kedavra!" the killing curse. See??? Not only that, some places like, "Hogsmeade", "Diagon Alley". Some neat stuff also fictional like "Firebolt" Harry's broomstick, "Bertie Bott's Every Flavored Beans", "Cockcroach Clusters" I'll pass.

But not also those fictional...you also get to learn new words, and this time, I meant REAL words:::: flibbertigibbet....uh...just look for them. But I guess the most important of all is you learn some values. Most people or friends of mine despises this because of it's corniness and the fact it's fiction. But I doubt these...

Spending your allowance for this compilation is not a regret, ditto you're buying the world famous book!!! But perhaps, if you think it's just a vignette...don't even bother reading it, all I can say that this book is inspirational and quotable!!!

The So-Called, Love Drama Fashion

2005-12-21T11:17:00.000+09:00

Did any of you heard of a soap opera with a pastiche where your love dies just for you? Perhaps some of you do. It would've been very hurtful...But when you're already falling for someone, and in a switch she/he's gone...can you forget her/him easily? The person who changed you, who conversed your twisted dark heart to a shallow one? The person whenver you see him/her, your heart screams or sometimes the weight of your stare beomes heavy??? Would you easily forget and move on the one who makes you smile a whole day, the one who makes you in awe and never go sarcastic? Is it really easy to forget? But why in some people said it does...while you for about two years you've been hiding, regretting his/her death, sleeping alone in a bungalow? And when you tried to go move on, memories with him/her invades your mind, then having a deadly syndrome, you tell your friends, "There's no cure," meaning you're giving up???
Tell me, you're drifiting....drifting to the shallow waters until you sink.

But still, why do they say it is easy? The person who was always making your day pure morning sunshine, suddenly sank to the clouds....the wind replaces and gives yout he lonely storm of regret. But how could it be that easy to forget and move on the person you love deeply, the person who's always been there for you, even not physcally...I mean...when you had a deadly syndrome, would you let yourself to the heavens just to meet her again? Try and move on to forget, but when someone asks you, "What is important to you?" you ignore, his/her memories with you invades you again. Then asks you again. "Would you let me take the happiness from you?"

In your mind, the first one pops out, it was the person...Then for all the people you really love, the memories you have remembered, he/she's the only one you really love and care about....Isn't tjhat mean when the first one who goes in your head, the MOST important to you?

Beyond this road, running on far and long
must surely be something we can believe in
If, like a traveler in the wind
you went on,
aiming for the northern skies
The hot emotions that have begun to disappear
Glitter and wave once more
Within my heart
I don't want to cry,
you see so I don't give in to my weak self
Huge wings
Unseen only by eyes
Held by undecorated hearts
Spread your hands; while singing
Be embraced by eternal time
And connect with life
Beyond this road, running on far and long
must surely be something we can believe in

The Saddest Yule

2005-12-16T14:27:00.000+09:00

Wala na, d na kami magkakabati pa...all I want is to be friends...pro parang wala cyang plano para tanggapin yung sorry ko...Bukas na yung X-mas party nmin, may regalo pa nman ako sa kanya...all i want is to b friends again...malapt na nga mag graduate kmi...Actually, ayoko munang ngang maggraduate eh...surely kasi mamimis ko clang lhat. pro we really have to conquer our fears and limits...anyway, Happy Holidays and have a Prosperous New Year!!!

Chel H.©

New Link

2005-12-10T13:11:00.000+09:00

I've just made another blog, but for John Cena, I hope you enjoy your stay here at Naked: Revealed Truth, there had been lots of changes so I hope these changes are better!

Yours truly, Chel H. ©

Skirts vs.Jeans

2005-12-09T15:09:00.000+09:00

Sometimes I get confused whenever I shop, my mom said to buy skirts while my dad goes with the jeans...they are both stylish...so why fight for it? But there are a lot of differences of it. When I went for the skirt...I thought the PRO is you don't need to worry about your legs going to sweat. Sometims pants just kills my legs, and they're too fit. BUt the con for skirts is that when you sit down, boys will peek. And thw worst is they'll tease you, if you have hairy skin, scabby ones, dark legs and fat. But I never have that problems...so let's continue...

the PRO about pants is whenever you're cold, they're useful, and you don't have to worry about boys peeking. but danger lies ahead they look for your figure...yeah, pretty green, but I prefer both.the only pants I want is the one like boys wear....(Tee hee!). Yup, cargo pants...

Chel H.&169;

Social Butterfly

2005-12-08T20:27:00.000+09:00

Wouldn't it be nice if you're called the Center of Attention? I'm afraid not...once I was a little kid, I wasn't that popular...but hey I wanted to be famous! But as years passed by, here comes the sixth grade...
The past years was quite enjoyable though...no one misjudges you, no one bothers you...but in this statement, you feel that you are the topic of every conversation, you feel that you are the main character in the school, the lower and higher grades know you and whenever they caught a glance at you, they'll ask, "What's your name?" It is quite bothering though...you have your own circle, your personal KJ, your secretkeeper, your agent...but upon all those CONS, the PRO is that you can get a hang with the lower sections, they don;t misjudgeyou and the fact they like talking to you...and you make them feel like he/she is in your circle. I get to hang with every group they have, marunong ka dapat makisama, instead of talking with your own kind, why can't we try other kinds? i have many experiences and being one of them is like humor, and when you find thier status, you will be a part of a circle, you're not choosing friends.
Even in the lower sections, I wanted to be like them, cuz sometimes i envy them having so much FUN, while in our section all we do is lay our eyes in our books and holler. No one misjudges you and the best is no one can misinterpret you. For all the things you wish that they don't know you...Having a time to hang out with them changes, instead of losing your name, you gained friends. I think KSPs should stop being too A-KSP-forever...all I wanna say is it is fun to enjoy your life without being misjudged. Guys won't stop by and try to search for you, no one bothers you, but at the end, you must accept your statement and go with the PRO...friends are more important than our name in the class...I guess that's all.

Chel H.©

Flibbertigibbet

2005-12-08T18:43:00.000+09:00

There's this friend of mine I trusted, though we liked the same guy...problem is...the guy likes me more...she can't handle the truth...She was so out of control that she told our secret to that guy. Not only my crush...also my best friend...she takes her for granted...when you turn your back she will whisper something and go on to chismicology she was too obssessed, evertime he goes near me...she goes wild and her eyes furrowing. Man I can't handle her...talk about a true friend, my bestfriend told me that how she hates her, wishing that my crush hates him...

but I pondered...I was the one being that bad friend...she already has this called, I-Take-You-For-Granted Syndrome!!! Sometimes my tongue slips away, she was getting in my nerves that sometimes I wish she could die...but then again...I am the bad friend. She's also a teenybopper...probably the uncoolest thing...she tries to fit in rach group's cubicle, unknowing she's unwelcomed...I can't have a proof that she is my friend...oddsbodikins.

But I guess...you have to accept her for who she is...but still she goes in my nerves!!!

Chel H.©

2005-12-08T18:14:00.000+09:00

Hay naku…gusto k na talaga magbakasyon!!! Cno ba nmn pumasok sa skul!!! Nakakainis lng…pro malapit na rin ako maggraduate…mamimis k 2loy classmates k…khit yung iba…lgi akong inaasar…kht ganun cla…d k cla malilimutan…

pasko nnman!!! Anyway…I really lyk Avril Lavigne!! Her songs are so orig!!! Astig cya!!! It’s the reason why I called this blog Naked-her song. Ganda ka c!!!

Bleh

2005-12-08T17:23:00.000+09:00

If only I would know why he's angry at me...I'm not doing anything wrong!!!!