Story for the Realist

5/23/07

by Achii

Tell him that I like him,
Confess that I’ve been yearning him for years,
As shallow it may seem,
I cannot tell that now I still have my fears.

He smiles at me and calls my name,
I wonder if he even liked me that way,
Does he think of love all for game?
Does he think of love last for a day?

He walks up to me and says hello,
I flustered in pink and he suddenly frowned,
I didn’t know until he shook his head no,
I think he already knows, he read me without sound.

He then apologized to me,
Said we can’t be together,
He said I already love someone you see,
I didn’t get him til he said he has another.

However I didn’t care what he said,
I know as long as I wait,
I’ll even wait for us to get wed,
I’ll keep up my faith.

He then walked away,
I know this is no dream,
He then got nothing more to say,
Oh how wistful this just seem.

Labels: poem

Fanfiction

I'm going to put a one archive for my fanfictions/poems...if anyone's interested to read, that is.
The reason why I'm doing this is because I'm really bored. So bear with me and everyone will be happy.
Title: Monochrome
Status: In Progress
Category: Video Games: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing: Roxas/Namine/Sora
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: Namine returns back to her hometown, entering a private school that was initiated with guns and threats, she's caught up in the middle of the leaders of the Black[Riku] and White's[Roxas] war. Can she put peace as the Gray leader?

Title: Oh Tachikawa!
Status: In Progress
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: Chaotic is: Yamato likes Mimi. Mimi likes Yamato but thought he likes Sora, who likes Taichi, who used to like Mimi, now Sora! Read the bizarre love story of the four famous digidestineds and see if their hearts find a way before their eternal farewell!

Title: Something In Seven
Status: In Progress
Category: Video Games: Final Fantasy VII
Pairing: Cloud/Aerith
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Drama
Summary: From his youth, Cloud lived his life only to breathe. At the age of 14, he meets someone that changed his point of view in life. In 16, she left. Four years later, she comes back with an unexpected twist.

Title: Will You Ever Learn
Status: Complete
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance
Summary: KO. It's over. We're through, or just I don't love you anymore. Mimi frankly breaks up with Yamato...does it hurt?

Title: Destination XYZ
Status: Complete
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary:Just a day at the mall won’t hurt, and we find out how Yamato can be the sweetest guy in the world. Or maybe, the corniest one too.

Title: The Lonely Song
Status: Complete
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Yamato/Mimi
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: A Valentine tribute for Mimi and Yamato, through the years they've been saving each other's backs, will these two ever realize apart from remaining the sibling love?

Title:Linked
Status: In Progress
Category: Anime: Digimon
Pairing: Taichi/Sora
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: In toy cars to barbie dolls, from your youth we've seen in our own eyes, now in our teenage years,i just wish somehow you could see right through me. And that's what I, Taichi Yagami feels.

Title: Gunning Down Romance
Status: In Progress
Category: Video Games: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing: Roxas/Namine
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Summary: “It’s not easy to find a person to love someone like me,” he retorted coldly. She weakly smiled. “I’m sorry.” He’s a member of a crime elite, she’s his objective. He manipulated her to fell in love with him. Eventually, he fell back.

Labels: fanfiction

Move

5/17/07

Divinity would soon be moved at my upcoming domain, seraphica.org! *Squees*

anyway, I've just came back from the publication and woah, Tatel ain't that bad at all. *takes back all the venting*, he's actually a good listener, and playful too, a big ego as well he has. And finally, Nica-san and I are having friendship bonding!!! ^^She's really nice and kawaii!!! Funny, when Allen wasn't in the room yet, the three of us were deadly quiet, although, we talk freely to each other. But when she and Tyne bursted out from the door, woah it was a hell war!!! We talked so much, Tatel's love life, my anime life, Nica-san's ex, hehe, Tyne's personalities, and more teasing from Allen!!!

Labels: personal

Kiyomeru

5/15/07

My cousins visited yesterday due to Mother's Day. Sadly I have to spend my time calming down my two cousins who would gladly love to kill each other. Daphne Rianne Tan, my lil cousin is slapping her older brother, Dane Aaron Tan!!! XD Talk about their sibling issues! AC and I were both pissed off, annoying lil rascals were ruining our day, asking for paper, going in and out of the room, very noisy, hands are very mischievous, and I can't believe that my 8 year old cousin is saying "bitch" XD
I still haven't got an SMS from Tatel, I was expecting a call for a meeting this week, but there's none and so as the other members. I still have no contact with Richelle ever since the 3rd of May, she hadn't SMS-ed me too! ='( I though we were best friends!!! DJ is forgetting me because I'm so far away, and so as Tyne and Piyoko!!! *sad* Jed and Lei aren't even texting to me anymore!!! They are so mean!!! T.T
Speaking about Tatel, he's really a snob, here's the SMS we had:

Achii: Wat article?
Tatel: election
Achii: okay...how many words?
Tatel: Depends on u.
Achii: okay. Do u play Final Fantasy?
Tatel: ...

Now aint that annoying!? T.T Harharhar, it's nice to know he didn't became SC president.
Recent days got dull and I don't want to go back to school. No. Way. So, I'm going to spend the rest of the vacation my butt stuck on the chair, my eyes on the monitor! Mwahaha....
Oh, and btw, Kevin is now half-bald!!! *laughs to death*

Labels: personal, vent

Devi Art

@ Divinity XYZ:
brushes officially made by Achii

X:Grunge: Hit Down The Rocks.
Y:Swirls: Deity Magick
Z:100x100 Brushes: Superstitious

Labels: 100x100, brushes

Crap!

5/11/07

Listening to: Hurricane by Something Corporate

T.T

I'v realized I'm the only one who hates school. Not that I have poor grades about it. And now the school wants me to write the Headline News for the newspaper!!! Tatel hates me. First impression was bad enough, "I thought we're having a meeting..." which offended him. I didn't really meant to offend him, and honestly he's such a snob.
"anything, it's ur choice." and he's not even replying on non-article related SMS like "do you play FFVII?" I'm having troubles with him and it's not like I'm one of his screaming fan girls who drools over his feet. If he reckons I'm one of those women I'll take my impressions back and my vote. T.T Not being biased for myself but he's really screwed, if he's one of the guys who thinks they're so high and mighty, I swear, he stinks and needs professional help, is being nice and friendly at post-Mr. Intrams a bad thing?! Just because flity women would be like that, I am not one of them and I don't even take interests on students two years older than me. I'm happy Nica-chan's better to get along with.

Labels: personal, vent

Achii is Back.

5/5/07

Hello and you've just stopped by to the newly improved, Divinity!!! As I looked back at my old posts I thought they were childish, but I decided to keep them, right after I have more posts to come. Though, this time, I would be putting out much more about myself. Well, I got news.
I lived my life playing the PS One ever since I was 5. I lived within my eyes watching anime---most known-s YuYu Hakusho, Dragon Ball and Flame of Recca. I grew up playing boyish games and guess what, I still have my beyblade and crush gear!
In my adolescent stage, I've feared. Feared and felt so insecure that maybe I was the only one in my school who ever loved and put her own tears in for Final Fantasy 7. Maybe I was alone in my school who even adored and got so enthusiastic in Tekken at the arcade. I cannot benefit myself to my friends either, since I am so different than the other girls who always talk about boys and gossip, but my main topic in a favored talk are LTs or Love Triangles in fictional and reverie. "I reckon Cloud should blah blah blah..." "Yamato went to Mars to be so far away from Sora blah blah blah..." Yes, I am one of the stereotypes to always put the recent topic away and revert it into another.
But what made my friends so in rage and pure wicked Crimson Jazz shock is I play DoTA. Well, I used to though I still want to. Why? Because...friends, peers and even teachers hate DoTA. Exception of the guys of course. Though, I want to thank you Juanito and Kenji for teaching me this. I don't have any idea nor a sense to put on why people are so putting their grudge into it. What's wrong with them? It's a matter of doing of a person and they can't change that. We love that, and you can't change that. "Wasting money..." "Such lesbian..."
I've asked people from forums about their thoughts about it. And want to know what they replied? They told me that, it was my personal choice and no one should interfere other than you. Lots of women also play DoTA, and if they call you such an addict about it, you would've been sent in a ward ages ago. (wipes tears in my eyes) Not even my best friends can defend what in what I am doing...
And PLEASE...playing the PS2/PS3/RPGs, please mark my words. "It's not an addiction, it's a hobby." What is this? Sexism? It's really annoying when someone will judge you playing DoTA because you're a girl!